tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-16877211574471437832023-11-15T05:01:50.383-08:00Jungle JustineJustine Samanthahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14563784702644788453noreply@blogger.comBlogger195125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1687721157447143783.post-42614125175120974892008-12-01T18:01:00.000-08:002008-12-01T18:06:12.769-08:00i am completely and utterly stressed out. two weeks and the semester is through, i can't wait.Justine Samanthahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14563784702644788453noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1687721157447143783.post-66372104026294887302008-11-27T19:33:00.001-08:002008-11-27T19:42:03.974-08:00The Teenagers<center><a href="http://photobucket.com/images/the%20teenagers" target="_blank"><img alt="teenagers Pictures, Images and Photos" src="http://i307.photobucket.com/albums/nn310/fcknpickle/teenagers.jpg" border="0" /></a></center><br />since i'd hate to lose some of my blogspot readers, i decided to end this neglect period and start doing a few posts on what i'm up to here as well as on my tumblr (post below).<br /><br />my thanksgiving was pretty...boring.<br />i stayed home and had lots of food.<br />i guess the excitement of thanksgiving and the holidays in general is kind of gone now that i'm getting older.<br /><br />i'm really stoked for next friday, i'm going to go see The Teenagers live which should be an interesting experience considering how hilarious their lyrics are.<br /><br />but in order to see the show i have to get through the mountains of homework i have. why is that all professors pile on the difficult assignments when the semester is nearing an end. ugh.<br /><br />lets hope i can handle the stress.<br />chances are i'll be at the williamsburg music hall dancing and studying at the same time.Justine Samanthahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14563784702644788453noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1687721157447143783.post-53467012169090178772008-11-18T18:40:00.001-08:002008-11-18T18:42:37.720-08:00I Don't Blog, I Tumble.its better than blogspot, trust me.<br />(i'll still use this every now and then)<br /><br /><a href="http://justinesamantha.tumblr.com/">http://justinesamantha.tumblr.com/</a>Justine Samanthahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14563784702644788453noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1687721157447143783.post-85197332998629390992008-11-15T07:19:00.000-08:002008-11-15T07:36:05.922-08:00Writers Blockadelately, i don't have time to write which is fustrating.<br />school is hectic and i barely have time to process the events going on in my life.<br /><br />with winter break approaching, i am thinking of ways to return to my writing.<br />i have so many thoughts that deserve to be on paper, that deserve to be shared.<br /><br />obviously much has happened between my last post and now so please be patient.<br /><br /><strong>my song of the day for this rainy day</strong><br /><em>CocoRosie - Promises.mp3</em>Justine Samanthahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14563784702644788453noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1687721157447143783.post-51319479412644464132008-10-25T07:05:00.000-07:002008-10-25T07:19:01.282-07:00i hate talking about life, i hate talking about love. i feel like everyone shares their obvious epiphanies. i'm done with all that nonsense.<br /><br />right now, i'm simply focused.<br /><br />i know my priorities, i know the people i want to be surrounded by.<br /><br />its really quite simple.Justine Samanthahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14563784702644788453noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1687721157447143783.post-42957341053677504272008-10-06T12:25:00.000-07:002008-10-06T12:29:37.508-07:00It Was Wonderful.life is has taken a wonderful turn. i hate to spoil my happiness by going into detail but lets just say, i am finally surrounding myself with the right people and i am smiling more than ever before.<br /><br />:sigh:Justine Samanthahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14563784702644788453noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1687721157447143783.post-33485164025098677312008-10-05T05:46:00.000-07:002008-10-06T21:24:51.614-07:00Death Cab For Cutienew video (to me) from Death Cab for Cutie.<br /><br />its intense.<br /><br /><center><object height="270" width="320"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/L1SZvhCNIY0&color1=0xb1b1b1&color2=0xcfcfcf&fs=1"><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/L1SZvhCNIY0&color1=0xb1b1b1&color2=0xcfcfcf&fs=1" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowfullscreen="true" width="320" height="270"></embed></object></center>Justine Samanthahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14563784702644788453noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1687721157447143783.post-60180949967747919952008-10-04T09:14:00.000-07:002008-10-04T09:31:48.497-07:00Fear Of Love, Fear Of Hurti don't think i'm afraid of love. love is wonderful.<br /><br />i fear the aftermath, the hurt and disappointment. <br /><br />i hope i don't get hurt this time around, i really do.Justine Samanthahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14563784702644788453noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1687721157447143783.post-3069053433942466342008-09-20T09:12:00.001-07:002008-09-20T09:13:26.351-07:00As Tall As Lions.<center><a href="http://media.photobucket.com/image/as%20tall%20as%20lions/chrisruleslots/talllions.jpg?o=67" target="_blank"><img src="http://i116.photobucket.com/albums/o5/chrisruleslots/talllions.jpg" /></a></center><br /><br />i have a crush on the lead singer. who cares if he wears flip flops, look at that face.Justine Samanthahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14563784702644788453noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1687721157447143783.post-11997561522250641412008-09-20T08:05:00.000-07:002008-09-20T08:18:19.285-07:00Wifey Or Arm Candy.most females don't understand the difference between wifey and arm candy until they experience being one or the other. i've had tons of guy friends in my life and i know for a fact that guys draw a fine line between the two.<br /><br />guys don't necesarily need a model looking girlfriend but someone that is on their level. a women that isn't afraid to show she is smart. the whole ditz act, it doesn't work! stop doing it. guys are truly not as shallow as women think. yes, they think about sex often but when it comes to being in a stable relationship they want the exact same things a woman wants, a great personality.Justine Samanthahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14563784702644788453noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1687721157447143783.post-83024996403087678342008-09-20T08:00:00.000-07:002008-09-20T08:03:01.771-07:00A Car, Finally.my dad is finally talking about getting me the car of my dreams. the 08' civic coupe black on black. good things really do happen with time.Justine Samanthahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14563784702644788453noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1687721157447143783.post-4234049172093454902008-09-11T20:57:00.000-07:002008-09-11T21:03:07.152-07:00Drop The Negative.i've dropped all things negative and truly found what it means to live a peaceful drama free life.<br /><br />no one that i left behind about 3 months ago is missed. it may sound cruel but they did nothing for me other than create bad energy.<br /><br />if you leave it will never be my loss.<br /><br />take that how you wish. if you take it personal, then it applies to you.Justine Samanthahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14563784702644788453noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1687721157447143783.post-77211065798646051302008-08-30T00:07:00.000-07:002008-09-20T07:57:36.417-07:00Illa LifeIlla Life, fresh urban wear coming to you directly from the creative mind of my friend Illa. If you don't know her, well now you do.<br /><br />I look foward to the printing of these shirts but for now a sneak preview for everyone. enjoy and make sure you go on www.myspace.com/illa_life and check her work out. its worth your friend request.<br /><br /><center><a href="http://viewmorepics.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=viewImage&friendID=408901270&albumID=0&imageID=2350175"><img alt="" src="http://hotlink.myspacecdn.com/images01/93/d96e591c1f28f9b03f6bc32856072d89/m.png" /></a><br /><br /><a href="http://viewmorepics.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=viewImage&friendID=408901270&albumID=0&imageID=2870474"><img alt="comes in various colors" src="http://hotlink.myspacecdn.com/images01/15/0d39eb4ec7100d033ab3e4f798491eef/m.png" /></a></center>Justine Samanthahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14563784702644788453noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1687721157447143783.post-12639054604881210912008-08-28T22:30:00.000-07:002008-08-28T22:34:35.524-07:00Life Is A Book, I'll Start Mine Now.I've decided to start a book. I don't plan on publishing it. I just want to write a book. Simple as that.<br /><br />feel free to read my random chapter posts via my <a href="http://justinesamantha.tumblr.com/">tumblr blog</a>.<br /><br />i came up with a great book title if i might add, <strong>STUMBLING THROUGH LIFE, TRIPPING FOR LOVE</strong>.Justine Samanthahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14563784702644788453noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1687721157447143783.post-59294415079662346892008-08-28T10:15:00.001-07:002008-08-28T20:38:38.528-07:00Believe In Me.<center><object width="320" height="270"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/zLDIcIrZO8Y&hl=en&fs=1"></param><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"></param><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/zLDIcIrZO8Y&hl=en&fs=1" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowfullscreen="true" width="320" height="270"></embed></object></center><br /><br />Lenny ♥Justine Samanthahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14563784702644788453noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1687721157447143783.post-55929834687500235392008-08-23T22:03:00.001-07:002008-08-24T20:32:59.167-07:00Bad Boy Syndrome.why is it that i find myself attracted to boys that are obviously going to hurt me? it must be their charm because i keep finding myself with the same sweet talking types. the type that go by thier own rules and could give a fuck what anyone thinks. i don't know what makes these guys so appealing, i blame my bad boy syndrome.<br /><br />i've been suffering from it for my entire dating career. i wonder am i passing up nice and genuine guys when i spend my valuable time with these losers. yes, its possible that every bad boy isn't necessarily a dead beat but from what i've experienced, they can only be held down for a certain amount of time unless you have them whipped (which is pretty much impossible).<br /><br />i've made lists of guys that i would find attractive and they either had tattoos or piercings, did graffitiy or some type of extreme sport. none of them simply liked to relax at home and read a book. ironically, that is what i enjoy which speaks thousands in itself.<br /><br />i hope there is a cure to my syndrome because i need a quick fix. i can see my romantic past repeating itself if i don't give other guys an opportunity. I should start but can i really leave the bad boy phase behind me?<br /><br />i don't think i want to quite yet. haha.Justine Samanthahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14563784702644788453noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1687721157447143783.post-31938303101063680452008-08-22T19:01:00.001-07:002008-08-22T19:24:21.046-07:00Saving Your Trust?Living in a world where people lie and hold back the truth its hard to decide who really has your best interest at heart and who is worth your trust. Can you hand your emotions over with the security of knowing they won't be dropped like a bad habit?<br /><br />I think everyone goes into relationships fearing letting go of their trust<br /><br />I used to be someone that trusted no one but i find that it can be more self destructive than helpful. Life has struggles and people will disappoint you. How can you expect to find what your looking for, whether it be friendship or love if your holding everything back. Don't get me wrong, its good to protect your emotions but don't overprotect to the point that no one has the opportunity to understand you other than yourself.<br /><br />Trust is really all about having good judgement, good timing and patience.Justine Samanthahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14563784702644788453noreply@blogger.com6tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1687721157447143783.post-31232232886833169142008-08-19T23:21:00.000-07:002008-08-21T00:02:44.689-07:00Garbage Today, Memory Tomorrow.<div align="center">About a week ago i threw away the bag of things that represented the relationship i had with him.<br /><br />I felt no personal connection to the bag. Nope, not even the slightest bit of remorse. It was just garbage for the garbage man to pick up the next morning. It was in that moment that i realized i was finally letting go of the entire situation. </div><div align="center"></div><br /><div align="center"><strong></strong></div><div align="center"><strong>Its true what they say, time heals everything.</strong><br /><br />When we first broke up, i was devistated and about two weeks later i became extremely bitter. i wanted to hold on to that bag the same way i wanted to hold on to "us". The bag represented us and what i wanted back so badly.<br /><br />I never got it back. The bag is gone. I'm okay. I've let it all go.</div>Justine Samanthahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14563784702644788453noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1687721157447143783.post-24905278750320184612008-08-18T12:01:00.001-07:002008-08-18T12:03:58.468-07:00Groove To Amel.<center><img src="http://i89.photobucket.com/albums/k231/SistaBaiana/amel_photo4_artists.jpg" /></center><br /><br />Amel Larrieux, my kind of singer. You might recognize Amel from the group Groove Theroy. <br /><br />If your into singers like Sade, you will love Amel.Justine Samanthahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14563784702644788453noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1687721157447143783.post-92135994160476123862008-08-15T19:23:00.000-07:002008-08-16T15:29:36.761-07:00Vashtie Interview.<center><object height="270" width="320"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/2Uz2EugWqa8&color1=11645361&color2=13619151&fs=1"><param name="wmode" value="transparent"><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/2Uz2EugWqa8&color1=11645361&color2=13619151&fs=1" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowfullscreen="true" wmode="transparent" width="320" height="270"></embed></object></center><br /><br />i truly admire this woman. i'll say it over and over. definitely looking foward to her clothing line.Justine Samanthahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14563784702644788453noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1687721157447143783.post-25957118313112752092008-08-15T17:29:00.000-07:002008-08-15T17:41:20.220-07:00The Hills Return.<center><div style="margin:0; background-color:#212121; width:320px;"><embed src="http://www.mtv.com/player/embed/" width="320" height="270" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" FlashVars="CONFIG_URL=http://www.mtv.com/player/embed/configuration.jhtml%3fid%3D1591256%26vid%3D259814&allowFullScreen=true" allowFullScreen="true" allowScriptAccess="always" base="."></embed><div style="background-color:#212121; margin:0 0 0 0; padding:0 0 2px 0; width:320px; text-align:center; overflow:auto; min-width:320px;"><ul style="margin:0; padding:0; list-style:none line-height: 1.2em;"><li style="margin-right:4px; display:inline;"><a style="padding:0px 4px 0px 10px; font-family:Verdana,sans-serif; color:#439CD8; font-size:10px; text-decoration:none; background:url(http://www.mtv.com/sitewide/images/u/arrow-links.gif) 2px 2px no-repeat;" href="http://www.mtv.com/" onmouseover="this.style.textDecoration='underline'" onmouseout="this.style.textDecoration='none'" target="_blank">MTV</a></li><li style="margin-right:4px; display:inline;"><a style="padding:0px 4px 0px 10px; font-family:Verdana,sans-serif; color:#439CD8; font-size:10px; text-decoration:none; background:url(http://www.mtv.com/sitewide/images/u/arrow-links.gif) 2px 2px no-repeat;" href="http://www.mtv.com/music/video/index.jhtml" onmouseover="this.style.textDecoration='underline'" onmouseout="this.style.textDecoration='none'" target="_blank">Music Videos</a></li><li style="margin-right:4px; display:inline;"><a style="padding:0px 4px 0px 10px; font-family:Verdana,sans-serif; color:#439CD8; font-size:10px; text-decoration:none; background:url(http://www.mtv.com/sitewide/images/u/arrow-links.gif) 2px 2px no-repeat;" href="http://www.mtv.com/ontv/" onmouseover="this.style.textDecoration='underline'" onmouseout="this.style.textDecoration='none'" target="_blank">MTV Shows</a></li><li style="margin-right:4px; display:inline;"><a style="padding:0px 4px 0px 10px; font-family:Verdana,sans-serif; color:#439CD8; font-size:10px; text-decoration:none; background:url(http://www.mtv.com/sitewide/images/u/arrow-links.gif) 2px 2px no-repeat;" href="http://www.mtv.com/news/" onmouseover="this.style.textDecoration='underline'" onmouseout="this.style.textDecoration='none'" target="_blank">Entertainment News</a></li></ul></div></div></center><br /><br />Am I the only one excited for the series premiere of The Hills? Three Days, Three Days! I've been a dedicated fan and i think many of you watch it on the hush, hush.Justine Samanthahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14563784702644788453noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1687721157447143783.post-84286939402768192292008-08-15T16:59:00.000-07:002008-08-16T07:05:10.724-07:00Higher Learning.<center><img src="http://i36.photobucket.com/albums/e17/Lahai85/movie_higher.jpg" /></center><br /><br /><em>Higher Learning</em>, great movie that touches the sensitive subject of discrimination. Filmed in 1995. The film gives a great idea of what hatred can lead to when it meets a learning enviroment and why people should really come together rather than divide and seperate themselves into groups based off differences and stereotypes. I've seen it about five times and it still manages to make me cry everytime. Highly suggested movie. Starring well-knowns like Ice Cube and Tyra Banks (to name a few).Justine Samanthahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14563784702644788453noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1687721157447143783.post-4836352920445316652008-08-14T19:17:00.001-07:002008-08-14T19:59:22.992-07:00Life After The Hurt Is Bittersweet.life is really starting to fall back into place. despite some of the unfortunate situations that happened over the past few weeks, i'm comfortable with the outcomes.<br /><br />i'm comfortable with where i stand as a person.<br /><br />of course i will wish that things turned out differently with certain friends and ex boyfriends but i can't change fate. i don't want to.<br /><br />i am well aware of my faults, yet i know where my good heart shined through. i can't sit here any longer and find ways to fix what can not be repaired.<br /><br />if i continue to hang on to the nothing i've been hanging on to, i'll never live life. yes, i'd love to hear an apology from the people i called best friends and of course i want to know what he's thinking but ultimately it may never happen.<br /><br />i've learned alot over this summer and somewhere in between the tears and arguments i got stronger.<br /><br />i'm hopeful. i'm truly hopeful.Justine Samanthahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14563784702644788453noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1687721157447143783.post-43301904621125412042008-08-10T23:11:00.001-07:002008-08-13T18:45:34.277-07:00The Death Of Him.I can't sleep. Its 2:10 am and i'm sitting here trying my best not to cry.<br /><br />It hurts when someone you thought you knew turns out to be a fraud. Yes, thats what he is a fucking fraud. A con. A bullshit artist.<br /><br />You put me through some ridiculous shit while we were together and the nerve of you to come at me like i did something wrong? Lets see, in between traveling two hours to get your birthday gift, helping your mom at work while simultaneously working my hardest to keep you happy tell me where exactly i fucked up?<br /><br />Tonight i realized what i've been denying.<br /><br />Your just a kid. Constantly running away from your problems.<br /><br />Yes, i'm dramatic. I know that and you knew that too. I told you every single flaw i posessed because i knew it was important to the relationship. I gave up my beliefs all for this "so-called relationship" but you never once noticed. Perhaps if you weren't so busy trying to get in my pants you'd have heard me, you would have understood. Grow up. Running away from your issues won't solve anything (consider this a lesson in not only relationships but life). You had the ability to love me but chose an easier route. A route with someone that is "less dramatic".<br /><br />Sounds like a boring female to me.<br /><br />Thanks to you i can barely carry a conversation with other guys because i'm scared i'll end up having wasted my time. End up used, and hurt with nothing to show for.<br /><br />Someday you'll realize where you fucked up. I won't be around when that happens. i could give a shit about what you say behind my back. it only proves why your no longer worth my thought or energy.<br /><br />i am determined to bury your memory.Justine Samanthahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14563784702644788453noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1687721157447143783.post-63560537211094218492008-08-09T23:30:00.000-07:002008-08-09T23:34:38.220-07:00Just A Moment.<center><a href="http://media.photobucket.com/image/bernie%20mac/santitoy/2berniemac.jpg?o=35" target="_blank"><img src="http://i226.photobucket.com/albums/dd201/santitoy/2berniemac.jpg"></a></center><br /><br />Rest In Peace Bernie Mac, legendary comedian.Justine Samanthahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14563784702644788453noreply@blogger.com0