Thursday, August 14, 2008

Life After The Hurt Is Bittersweet.

life is really starting to fall back into place. despite some of the unfortunate situations that happened over the past few weeks, i'm comfortable with the outcomes.

i'm comfortable with where i stand as a person.

of course i will wish that things turned out differently with certain friends and ex boyfriends but i can't change fate. i don't want to.

i am well aware of my faults, yet i know where my good heart shined through. i can't sit here any longer and find ways to fix what can not be repaired.

if i continue to hang on to the nothing i've been hanging on to, i'll never live life. yes, i'd love to hear an apology from the people i called best friends and of course i want to know what he's thinking but ultimately it may never happen.

i've learned alot over this summer and somewhere in between the tears and arguments i got stronger.

i'm hopeful. i'm truly hopeful.