Just Because...

love, love, love lyfe jennings. love, love, love this song. enough said.

Fellas, Fellas, Fellas.

:cough, cough:

i have a bone to pick with the fellas, the homies, the 'shawties', the baby daddies. Why is it that there is some type of contest when it comes to how many girls you can have sex with or as so many of you rudley put it, 'fuck'. Personally the more girls you've been with does not make you any more attractive, it only makes me wonder what types of diseases you could possibly have. That is not a good look what so ever. I mean of course people are going to have sex because that is healthy and part of life, but boys (i call you boys because of your maturity level) it is not fun to hear you brag about the amount of woman you have been with or how many you played. I remember when people used to be so honest, now dating is like a game of deciding whether the guy your talking to is a liar or not. It makes me want to be asexual and that is just plain ol' boring.

I Hear London, I Hear France

I randomly discovered Mutya Buena when i was downloading some Amy Winehouse and instantly fell in love with her song B Boy Baby. of course she is from the UK. I tend to automatically be attracted to european music.



Mutya used to be in the UK pop group Sugababes and now she has a solo act. I am definitely glad she branched out. She has a lovely singing voice. Her sound is a mix between Keyshia Cole and Billy Holiday.

Fly Like Paper, High Like Planes.

I am curious, why exactly weed hasn't been legalized since M.I.A. is clearly singing about 'ganja' that should be a hint to the world that everyone does it!

how society makes me laugh. oh well, M.I.A. is a goddess and i hope she keeps coming out with more risque songs like paper planes, world town and what i got.

Good Ol' Cole with a Side of Lupe.

Keyshia, i adore your music but lately your videos have been rather disappointing. Heaven Sent seems like a continuation of Shoulda Let You Go (sunset/daytime), I guess the lighting is good for you on the beach. What happened to the "I Changed My Mind" type videos that were hype and made me want to dance all over my room.

Thankfully your music makes up for boring, crybaby type videos.



On to the next topic of my choice. Ha.

Lupe Fiasco, as cliche as it is to have him on my blog I can't hate on the kid for his good looks and great hip hop.



Thanks to Def by Association via Shae (4fifth) I was put on to this song and can't stop listening. What can I say about Lupe that he hasn't already said himself? Then a collabo with Talib Kweli? HEAVEN!
:dances:

Diddy Got Danity, Diddy Got Day.

I still have no idea what the term "Danity Kane" means but who cares when their music is always on point. Their new album that was released not too long ago is even better than the first and I wouldn't be surprised if they go platinum again.



Diddy you "MADE THE BAND" and I trust Day 26 will be just as successful.



Diddy can't dance but he sure recruit the talent.

Ride Or Die Type Thang.

Kelis and Nas are probably one of my only favorite celebrity couples. The epitome of ride or die type love and i guess you can't hate on something that's real. i truly hope they don't end up like the rest of these paparazzi happy couples, which is divorced and out of their mind.

The Evening It Dawned On Me.

Today, March 28th at 9:44 pm, i have come to the realization that i fear relationship.
I have lost the ability to hurt because i trained myself to be numb to the emotion of hurt.

Today i admit to myself i have too much pride.




I leave you with a video by one of my favorite r&b singer, chico debarge. A song that keeps my hope alive when it comes to love.

It's Lloyal.

Hello dears. I am sorry i have not been posting 3 and 4 posts a day. I am back doing the school thing, but i did want to inform you of the most amazing college radio show that will be on tomorrow night.

Honestly it's worth checking out (chances are your not doing much on a tuesday night so why not).



My dear dear friend Lloyd Sykes and his radio show for Baruch College, It's Lloyal. I have stood behind this kid and his work since the first day we became friends.
The kid has talent and has the complete right to be confident. I mean he isn't the number one college radio show for nothing.

Check, CH CH Check it out.

Wbmbradio.com
Tuesday 9pm to 11pm
2 hours of lovely hip-hop and interviews with up and comers.
(the links to stream are on the top right, obviously click one)

enjoy kiddies.

Best Friend By Demand.

I have come to the realization that I will always be called the best friend when it comes to the opposite sex.

I am the "you my homie" girl that gets to chill with all the fellas and has makeup and a killer set of shoes.

I have no idea how i feel about this, but it is a continuous cycle with guys i talk to. I know i don't like it very much.

We don't work out but he labels me his best friend and the person he runs to for advice. I wonder if these guys ever stop to realize i do not want to hear about your little escapades with other females. I don't know maybe because we used to talk? (notice the large amount of sarcasm in the last sentence)

It is highly uncomfortable and really wish the select few who do this to me would stop.

Or it could be my destiny.

Forever the best friend, never the girlfriend. Single woman with an amazing lifestyle and loads of cats. I do not look foward to this.

Lovers Who Uncover.

Crystal Castles Tuesday March 25th at Studio B in Manhattan.



I am highly excited because the entrance fee is only $12 and I missed the free Maroon 5 concert in February. I cried that day. Seriously.

I am not missing another amazing performance, trust.

Who needs a man when you got great music!

A Single Jingle

Spring break came and went and I am realizing it is nearly April and I am still as single as i'll ever be.

Single yet I have reached my comfort zone. I have reached a point in my life where I am able to accept the fact that I do not have a love interest or a 'significant other'.

Yes ladies and gentlemen for the first time in awhile i am not only very single but i am not "talking" to anyone.

Sadly i have a lack of missed calls and my inbox is empty. Pathetic? No I don't think so because i don't need a man to define my happiness. I have amazing friends and family that help me get through the worst days. I like to call it independence.

All i can do is listen to everyone's advice on patience and it's virtue, particularly when it comes to intimacy and love.

I have my eye on a few guys, but i think i should keep it on a friendship level until i see a sign that it could be a little more. They are also completely oblivious. :shrugs:

I hate to rush any opposite sex relations like i have so many times in the past. A time i do not want to revisit.

Those who know me are probably shaking their head in disbelief but I think this mentality might stick this time.

Wish me luck on my single life. I think I'm going to need it.

The Hills Goes To Paris, Finally.

The long anticipated new season of the Hills begins Monday March 24th, 10:00 pm eastern time.

Lauren finally goes to Paris, after she passed the opportunity up. I know, I know, who passes up going to Paris, but i guess that's what makes the show great.

Audrina becomes friends with the infamous Heidi and it creates a whole new batch of drama for Lauren.

Brody finds a girlfriend and her name is not Lauren Conrad.

We all have to wait and see what happens.

What Kind of Fuckery Is This?

While the world runs around wondering what has become of
the lovely Miss Winehouse, I sit back and admire her work as
an artist and song writer.

Her sultry sound never ceases to amaze me.

For once i want to pick up a tabloid and see that they are praising her, rather than anticipating her downfall.

I do not doubt she is the future of music. She has brought back an era that most people fail to recognize, the era of blues music.

Music that's easy on the ears and good for the soul.

Amy Winehouse, is blues and the epitome of woman. I wish her the best through her troubled times.

Celebrities are human too, they make mistakes like you and I. People focus so closely on people like Amy Winehouse, Lindsay Lohan and Britney Spears (talented indiviuals) and don't focus on more important issues.

I wonder if this is why the world is in the predictment it is in?

Keep your head up Amy. Like you said in Fuck Me Pumps, "where would we be without women like you".

Make It To Fake It.

The latest trend seems to be made in china. Everyone seems so fake. I can't differentiate what is real versus what is fake and i have completely lost all enthusiasm to get to know people because i only expect the worst.

I blame my trusting personality. I try and find the good in everyone, but no one is one hundred percent out for my best interest. The only person who is in that position is myself.

It took me so long to realize that but i am finally at a point in my life where i don't shed a tear for the people that exit my life.

I used to continuously waste tears on the artificial characters and personas but they were useless causes.

I like to believe they couldn't handle my personality, because i value friendships and relationships of all types greatly.

It could be that they took my kindness for weakness.

I may never know but i do know i have little to no space for these negative people in my life anymore.

Take One.

Finally I have taken some initiative and created a blogspot. A place where i can express myself freely.

I like to think i've had enough life experience that i can share it with a few readers, or tons of readers.

At this point it is completely cliche to have a blogspot, but i had to start some place.

Lets make one thing one hundred percent clear, i am not here to share the latest info or on some hypebeast "i'll tell you the newest pair of jordans that came out yesterday" type shit, because it's not me, and you can do that on your own on hypebeast.com but i am here to share the music that tickles my fancy, the times i have in the lovely city of New York and the messes i find myself in.

A babble blog. Something i happen to do well, babble.

Unfortunately i am not skilled when it comes to html and javascript but with time this will look a little more decent.

with that said, stay on the look out for posts. adios.